It feels odd, I totally think I am missing out on things that I used to be part of… no more standing out side for a while with the my buddies drinking a beer and having a smoke or 2. No more random meetings with friends and neighbors as they come and go when I was outside getting a puff. Seeing people walking their dogs or jogging by, I feel like I am less a part of the community already and it’s only been 2 weeks since I began seriously cutting back.
Its funny, the daytime is no problem and the evenings seam to be fine, it is 10pm at night when everyone else is in bed, I am finishing up my game or some TV and still habitually want to go have a smoke. I know it is not a physiological urge, it is all habit… but that doesn't make it any easier to deal with ;)
So I will just have a drink of a tall glass of water and go to bed...
Ohh were you expecting something?
Rosie Huntington Whiteley